The moment anyone steps out of my life either because I put them out or because they decided it on their own, odds are I won’t let you back in. Much less with open arms. Do not send me a million messages to “fix” the friendship and be friends again. I don’t want to fix anything. Nothing is broken in my life.
You’re out of my life for a reason. Let it be. Move on and if I haven’t interfered with your life for this long, be considerate and do the same for me.